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I wish the snow hadn't melted. It was pretty fucking cool. Not going to school on Friday because of it was also pretty cool. I took Troy to tolo at Prep on Saturday night and it was alright. I mostly just liked dressing up and spending time with him. The dance was pretty lame, as usual. Not too many of my friends were there like I'd hoped. Oh well. Other than that, this weekend was pretty uneventful. Today I did homework and cleaned my room. My mom and brothers got a christmas tree and decorated it. Usually I'm a part of all that but I wasn't and that makes me sad. I miss my big sister (the one who lives in San Diego). Something pretty shitty happened to her recently and I wish I could be there for her. She's coming home for Christmas, so that's something to look forward to.
I wish homework didn't exist. I have this research paper to write for history and it's driving me insane. It is supposed to be around 2,400 words and I'm not even close. It is also supposed to be up to 6-8 pages long and so far I've only got 3. I've been working on it all day. Something happened to my writing ability. I think it got lost somewhere between last year and now. I used to be able to spill my whole heart out onto a piece of paper and now all that comes out is a bunch of crap.
All I want to do right now is be with Troy. I wish everything else would just go away for a while. Yea, I'm going to take a shower and then go to sleep. Peace.