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I am filled with such an incredible feeling of hopelessness. I have been trying to get a new job, practically since I got this one. For a while I was fielding calls from recruiters who found my resume on one website or another. Now I don't even get that. I had an interview with a recruiter a month ago and he said he was going to submit me for the job. I can't even get him on the phone. I apply for jobs that I find on websites and do not even get a response. What happens do this people take a look at my resume and recognize me for the complete loser that I have always known that I am? I have no hope of getting a new job anytime soon. The one that I have has caused me to end up on anti-depressants. Things should not be like this. I have no idea what to do.