May 30, 2011 16:29
I think this lj will go dormant for a while, I may update from time to time but I have other things that occupy me nowadays. I have another spiritual blog going and I'm on Facebook a lot under Utusitusi (friend me if you want)
The appartment is absolutely great, I love living there, it's so calm and peaceful. Behind the blocks are fields and little paths meandering through them where I walk the dogs and enjoy nature.
The dogs can be a pain but on the other hand they give me so much love, it's totally worth it. The cats are doing great also, giving cuddles and purrs and exploring the neighbourhood.
I've made a great friend, who drags me off to all kinds of fun stuff - e.g. she got us invited on one of the floats at the Pride Parade (awesome!!) - and who I can really talk to. I have great contacts with my colleagues/friends and we have really great times together.
I've been to some great stuff too - WWE Raw, Cesar Millan Live - and I'm hoping to go to some summer concerts too.
Work is not so great, there's a really bad general atmosphere and rumours going around of closure. So I'm already on the lookout for a new job and got an interview next week at what might be a dreamjob. We'll see.
Finances are tight and will be tight for a few more months, I fear but should work themselves out around september/october. I hope so anyway, I want to have saved enough by next year to go to the Retreat in the US. *keeps fingers crossed* If not, I'll do it in 2013, no problem.
My spirituality is keeping me pretty busy also but it's such a source of joy and strength for me and I get so much out of it! I'm at peace now that I know I've reached the right (for me) religion and faith. The group is fantastic, intelligent, well-read, ever-expanding, active and loving and I feel very at home with them.
My daily dose of Paxil keeps me very stable and has really given me a chance to live and begin the clean-up in my head and the doc and I are trying to find a solution for my insomnia. Yay!
I feel really great, I have a new life, I'm content...happy even. I have people who love me and want to be with me, a great home, fun pets, an active social life, spirituality and generally good health.
Life is good.
rl