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I feel so dead inside, like I'm rotting in my soul and I really don't want to do anything to stop it, why doesn't it just end? I know I have a lot of life to live and its all up to me but I have no one to turn to, my only real friend is Jordan and Emma, Kyle left and we haven't talked since and everyone else on my contact list I maybe talk to. I'm sure that if I lived alone I wouldn't here from anyone. Now I know maybe one or two people will read this and say differently but I know that its not.
Maybe I should just live on my own so that I can die and never be missed or mourned.
Drive the knife quickly so that heavens gates flash like the camera and hells gates open like the door to a home I feel so alone in.
May the world only know of the smallest of my pain so that my life can be disgarded quickly and efficiently.
Maybe I should just live on my own so that I can die and never be missed or mourned.
Drive the knife quickly so that heavens gates flash like the camera and hells gates open like the door to a home I feel so alone in.
May the world only know of the smallest of my pain so that my life can be disgarded quickly and efficiently.