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So today was a fun day--I relatively speaking, somewhat, kind of, maybe, had a fun day at work today even if it involved lots of folding..mainly because this cool guy from UBS came over and folded clothes with me while we poked fun at people who hate on Sean Glennon because the OL just sucks so hard this year. It was fun. After that I met with my ultra awesome service assistant Tasha who will be helping me with Recycling and other environmental projects this semester with APO.. yay!
After that I ran to the thrift store to drop off some donations so I wouldnt have to clean out my car AGAIN to go somewhere with stuff. While there I stopped and bought some shit but it was only 5 dollars so that is okay. I got this book that seems really good that I will have to read when I have time.. which will probably never happen unless I ever finish watching LOST which is my current non VT time-waster.
After that I went to the Class of 2008 ring premiere. I dont know if I am 2008, because I am technically 2007, but I wont graduate until 08.. oh well. I like 2008's ring better so I might have to get it. Then they had fireworks and that always makes me happy.
Then I came home to have a little family night with Lanessa and Amanda. We ended up hanging out in Skye's room while Amanda pasted pictures in her pledge book and I didnt get to but will next week some time apparently. The issue of me being bi came up somewhere in the conversation, I think when Amanda was putting hot girls in her book. I just assumed that since Skye and Meghan both read this they naturally knew.. mainly because of the insanely long rants I had about asshole in here.. well.. then again that was summer 2005 and I joined APO mainly to get over that loser so I guess I wouldnt have even known any of them yet. But then, since then I definately have been speaking much about the boy from Miami who I love so (and will be going to Cedar Point with this weekend--no wonder im happy)... oh well.. I guess not.
I dunno.. I guess I just have a hard time telling it straight up, and rather just work it into conversations like this. I mean its not like I care who knows, its just that I want to distance myself from the queeny, rainbow pride dude that I know is in there somewhere, and rather just prefer to love men and women without the drama. I guess I fear people seeing me as "Dan the bi guy" and nothing else--falling into this stereotype that I am fully defined by my orientation and have no real other merits. So I just usually do not tell anyone. Maybe i'll become the prideful one when I have something to be prideful and happy about... like a boyfriend. Ha.. yea right. ME? No.. I have too many bass guitar players to screw me out of $1350.
At the same time I am battling some sort of conundrum as to why I dont tell those close to me here down at Tech other than through incredibly subtle ways like ...livejournal. For example, my big, Jen.. her best friend is gay and she loves the shit out of him, yet, I dont think she knows about me. Maybe i'll randomly break my mold and tell her.. I dont know. In any case Im leaving for Ohio tomorrow after classes let out and I should go and do homework or something. See you all later!
After that I ran to the thrift store to drop off some donations so I wouldnt have to clean out my car AGAIN to go somewhere with stuff. While there I stopped and bought some shit but it was only 5 dollars so that is okay. I got this book that seems really good that I will have to read when I have time.. which will probably never happen unless I ever finish watching LOST which is my current non VT time-waster.
After that I went to the Class of 2008 ring premiere. I dont know if I am 2008, because I am technically 2007, but I wont graduate until 08.. oh well. I like 2008's ring better so I might have to get it. Then they had fireworks and that always makes me happy.
Then I came home to have a little family night with Lanessa and Amanda. We ended up hanging out in Skye's room while Amanda pasted pictures in her pledge book and I didnt get to but will next week some time apparently. The issue of me being bi came up somewhere in the conversation, I think when Amanda was putting hot girls in her book. I just assumed that since Skye and Meghan both read this they naturally knew.. mainly because of the insanely long rants I had about asshole in here.. well.. then again that was summer 2005 and I joined APO mainly to get over that loser so I guess I wouldnt have even known any of them yet. But then, since then I definately have been speaking much about the boy from Miami who I love so (and will be going to Cedar Point with this weekend--no wonder im happy)... oh well.. I guess not.
I dunno.. I guess I just have a hard time telling it straight up, and rather just work it into conversations like this. I mean its not like I care who knows, its just that I want to distance myself from the queeny, rainbow pride dude that I know is in there somewhere, and rather just prefer to love men and women without the drama. I guess I fear people seeing me as "Dan the bi guy" and nothing else--falling into this stereotype that I am fully defined by my orientation and have no real other merits. So I just usually do not tell anyone. Maybe i'll become the prideful one when I have something to be prideful and happy about... like a boyfriend. Ha.. yea right. ME? No.. I have too many bass guitar players to screw me out of $1350.
At the same time I am battling some sort of conundrum as to why I dont tell those close to me here down at Tech other than through incredibly subtle ways like ...livejournal. For example, my big, Jen.. her best friend is gay and she loves the shit out of him, yet, I dont think she knows about me. Maybe i'll randomly break my mold and tell her.. I dont know. In any case Im leaving for Ohio tomorrow after classes let out and I should go and do homework or something. See you all later!