Hmmm...
Well its tuesday and for once I dont have to work on a tuesday...feels good to be at home with my kid. So i dont know I guess life has changed im not sure if it has changed for the best or for the worst. Im stilling having some problems with some ppl and i wish id just make them all work out. I havent talked to "her" since that day and im nto sure if i miss her, i knwo i think abt her but i bet she is happy and thats all good. Ive been good for once in my life i have something to do other than stay here waiting for ppl....Ive been going out to clubs,movies, ive spent time with my son yesterday i finger painted with him, i dont remember what was the last time i did that maybe when i was 6 or 7 but we painted all over a big piece of paper, he drew himself and me near a pool it was the cutest thing its on my wall now...but idk its great, im happy and everything, just wihs things would somehow be diff anyhow im out i have to make lunch for everyone COOK CHRIS lol laters