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[darknfgdays]

Ive been thinkin alot about things and it consists of late nights and no sleep. I think on how much I need a car cause then my life would be so great and also a job wouldnt hurt. I hate having no money and no transpotation. To all my friends with cars when I get mine your all welcome to call me if u need a ride or anything. I also think about this girl im not mentioning her name cause 1. I dont want the bullshit drama and 2. Its just nice for her not to know. I think about her everyday and as I think about her my dreams about her get better and better. I wish I could just tell her how I feel and she would just smile and say I feel the same way. I always wonder what shes doin and I always worry some guy will get to her before I do. Shes just so perfect for me and she makes me laugh like no other and vise versa I make her laugh all the time and when she smiles my heart turns inside out and I say to myself WOW shes great. Another thing is my friends talk about me being stupid because I dont go to school and never finished high school but I kno its for my own good cause they want me to have a good education so I can suceed in my lifetime. When I get my vehicle im hittin up piper high where Austins mom works cause she told me shes waiting for me to come back and finish where I left off. Yes I smoke alot of pot but that doesnt make me a stupid person at all cause theres alot of brilliant ppl that just love to blaze either everyday or every now and then. Im not a stupid person at all just dont really use my head alot but when I use my head I could be unstoppable. Im gonna get that GED so I can have some kind of life and a good job and grow up with all my friends the way I want to. Another thing I really think about is my friends I love all you guys and if I didnt have you guys in my life I dunno what I would do. Jenna Huffman is my fuckin bestest friend and I love her so much cause if it wasnt for her I wouldnt be the person I would be today. Yes she might tease me but I kno shes only playing around and wants the best for me and the years ive known her for just makes it even better. Another person that has made an impact on me is Romina Cordova. Shes been an awesome friend and a really understanding person and she is really good to talk to whenever you feel down and out of place. Also another person I love to chill with everyday is my best friend Zack. Hes just great to be with when your down and you want a good laugh and when your bored hes there to keep you occupied. Im glad I have all the friends I have today there really supportive and they all have made an impact on my life. Yes you can think this is an "Emo" entry but I just want my friends to kno im not here to use you guys at all I want you guys to kno that im there to hang out and make you guys laugh and the things I do might be stupid but I choose to do it cause I love the sound of laughs surrounding my ears and ppl saying thats so great or omg your so funny. I wish to all the senoirs at western plz dont do what I did and make yourself something and im always here to support you guys to the end. See you all tomorrow and many more memories to be made and remembered and brought up.

To all the ppl that must read this:
Jenna K
Jenna H
Lindsey
Zack
Romina
Jill
Adam
Kelly
Robert Snow
And the many more ppl that are my friends