Feb 19, 2005 17:37
I Can't Remember Anything Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream
Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream this Terrible Silence Stops Me
Now That the War Is Through with Me
I'm Waking up I Can Not See That There Is Not Much Left of Me
Nothing Is Real but Pain Now Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God,wake Me Back in the Womb its Much Too Real
in Pumps Life That I must Feel but Can't Look Forward to Reveal
Look to the Time When I'll Live Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me
Just like a Wartime Novelty Tied to Machines That Make Me Be Cut this Life off from Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God,wake Me
Now the World Is Gone I'm Just One Oh God,help Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God Help Me Darkness Imprisoning Me All That I See
Absolute Horror I Cannot Live I Cannot Die Trapped in MyselfBody My Holding Cell Landmine Has Taken My Sight Taken My Speech Taken My Hearing Taken My Arms Taken My Legs Taken My Soul Left Me with Life in Hell
well yeah.had a good day on thursday with my baby.friday went slow.saturday is draggging on i cant wait for vacation.smoked some orange crush then got some purple haze.was good times.how was everyones weekend so far?other than that times been suckin lately..seems so depressing.well im off to wallow in self pitty.leave a comment if you feel the need.