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well.. updating once again..its been a while since i last have. not like much has really happened.normal life i suppose you could say.school sucks, have depression up the ying freakin yang.
right now i have no clue what to do.im at a standstill with what looks like no clear exits.theres just so many things that i hold down...frustration,sadness,so much more..i dont know any way of how to express it music and drawing seems to be the only ways..
it just feels like im not fulfillin what i really need.since we all should atleast know being single sucks..yeah well.. since last year like middle of the year and the so far 2 terms of this year..no gf..the only one was sum girl in the summer i met but that was only 2 weeks..i kinda want to be like all the others having someone in our school.but that seems to be evading me.thats why i give up but everytime i think i meet that special someone boom im back in the hole.this all comes down to how love sucks but at some points it doesnt.well... im off this.......later
right now i have no clue what to do.im at a standstill with what looks like no clear exits.theres just so many things that i hold down...frustration,sadness,so much more..i dont know any way of how to express it music and drawing seems to be the only ways..
it just feels like im not fulfillin what i really need.since we all should atleast know being single sucks..yeah well.. since last year like middle of the year and the so far 2 terms of this year..no gf..the only one was sum girl in the summer i met but that was only 2 weeks..i kinda want to be like all the others having someone in our school.but that seems to be evading me.thats why i give up but everytime i think i meet that special someone boom im back in the hole.this all comes down to how love sucks but at some points it doesnt.well... im off this.......later