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I woke up today and felt like crap, so I just layed there looking at my iPod Touch, I didnt really want to get out of bed though!
But other then feeling crap, Ive got rid of something I shouldve done long ago. I am alot happier now without this person being a friend, as I say to myself alot 'get rid of the bad energy, replace it with good energy' (though it may sound alot of pants to you, but it seems to be working for me), I feel alot better with myself, I look in the morrior for once and dont feel as if I am ugly, I just desided to just give up trying to bring myself down, as others do it, and I know one person who is doing it, but I want to raise above that, and be happy, I havent been happy within myself since 2001 (I think), since then Ive hated myself cause of the crap that went on in my teenage life...
I went on Guitar Hero World Tour, desided to scream 'B.Y.O.B' - System Of A Down, some advise dont, dont, DONT scream it.... I might lose my voice lol, I think my family wish I did though... lol.... But what a song to sing when your really cheesed off or just for fun.... That and Empty Walls are good anger songs to sing/scream too... lol.
I also made up a song, called 'You Really Didnt Know Me (At All)', its based on a real experance if you want to call it that. Its about falling out with someone and they think they know you, but really they didnt know you at all, like they think they did. I wrote this around 23:00, Monday night, cause I had lyrics going around in my head.... Thought piece them together and thats what came up, I will post it here, when I rewrite it up from the Touch, or when I send it to my email address :).
So yeah, I'm abit bored, but will be listening to music in abit :).
But other then feeling crap, Ive got rid of something I shouldve done long ago. I am alot happier now without this person being a friend, as I say to myself alot 'get rid of the bad energy, replace it with good energy' (though it may sound alot of pants to you, but it seems to be working for me), I feel alot better with myself, I look in the morrior for once and dont feel as if I am ugly, I just desided to just give up trying to bring myself down, as others do it, and I know one person who is doing it, but I want to raise above that, and be happy, I havent been happy within myself since 2001 (I think), since then Ive hated myself cause of the crap that went on in my teenage life...
I went on Guitar Hero World Tour, desided to scream 'B.Y.O.B' - System Of A Down, some advise dont, dont, DONT scream it.... I might lose my voice lol, I think my family wish I did though... lol.... But what a song to sing when your really cheesed off or just for fun.... That and Empty Walls are good anger songs to sing/scream too... lol.
I also made up a song, called 'You Really Didnt Know Me (At All)', its based on a real experance if you want to call it that. Its about falling out with someone and they think they know you, but really they didnt know you at all, like they think they did. I wrote this around 23:00, Monday night, cause I had lyrics going around in my head.... Thought piece them together and thats what came up, I will post it here, when I rewrite it up from the Touch, or when I send it to my email address :).
So yeah, I'm abit bored, but will be listening to music in abit :).