Officially alone
So, Anah Kim and I are officially through now, I think so anyway. We've been technically broken up for about a week now, but today she got into St. Johns. Her parents are making her go there, So I'm not going to see her probably ever again after college starts. Life really sucks, I'm going to miss her...Fuck.
I'm beginning to think I'm just not meant to be fully happy. I'm also thinking being fully happy isn't possible(I've been thinking that for a while however).
College pisses me off. It separates good friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, and it shatters many students' hopes and dreams of going to a certain school. One of my "friends" got into Fordam and Greg didn't. This "friend" is failing physics and doing shit in all of his classes. Greg applies himself fully in every single class he's in, and he's not getting in to Fordam. but the dumb ass who is desperate and flirts with other "friends'" girlfriends is getting in. Where the fuck is the justice?
Fuck this shit I think I'm going to email Fordam, and make them feel bad at least.
Fuck everything about my life right now. I can't even beat some dumb ass brat kids in magic.
I'm beginning to think I'm just not meant to be fully happy. I'm also thinking being fully happy isn't possible(I've been thinking that for a while however).
College pisses me off. It separates good friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, and it shatters many students' hopes and dreams of going to a certain school. One of my "friends" got into Fordam and Greg didn't. This "friend" is failing physics and doing shit in all of his classes. Greg applies himself fully in every single class he's in, and he's not getting in to Fordam. but the dumb ass who is desperate and flirts with other "friends'" girlfriends is getting in. Where the fuck is the justice?
Fuck this shit I think I'm going to email Fordam, and make them feel bad at least.
Fuck everything about my life right now. I can't even beat some dumb ass brat kids in magic.