again..i hate realizing things
ok here we go. i like warren and it's killing me. i mean god!!! the biggest prob is that i like warren for who he's going to grow up to be. have you ever spent so much time with a person that you can see this really cool person dying to be let out??? well,that's how it is w/ warren. he's really freaking cool when he's around me, he's...grown up so to speak. i really like that. *sigh* i just wish he would hurry up and grow up for everyone else. grrr!!! but considering the way i am, he and i will never be. soooo i'll be going for this guy my mom knows. he's really cute, 20 years old, and his name is adam. HE'S HOT!!! but again it's me and i have no confidence. i swear i think i will be alone forever. OH YEAH!!! can't forget the fact that my ex zach is making my life soooo complicated. he and i ahve been getting real close but that's only b/c he knows how lonely i am and stupid me keeps going back for more. no we're not dating but i'm scared taht that's what he wants to do!!!! this sucks!!! oh well, guys suck and so does warm fuzzies. ttyl everyone!!!