its been a whole week.
its been a week. i hate to say it. the words taste like paint to me.
i got aaron's car working. took it for a little drive today.
and i just got angry. angry that he didn't just pick up his phone and be like..."jana. i need you to get here, now." i would have dropped everything and moved heaven and hell to be there if i knew he was feeling as he did.
and i feel like lately i am trying to save a sinking ship.
i am 100 dollars in the hole in my bank account. my phone shut off because i owe 251 dollars because it got overused last week.
so i can't check up on my job interviews. i applied for so many. i've been trying so hard to find a job. it seemed like just last week i was finally getting my shit together.
i am just so frustrated. so. fucking. frustrated.
anyway. my friends pretty much rule. and thank you to everyone for all the kind words on sunday.
sorry if you can't get a hold of me for awhile....i am working on the cell phone thing.
i got aaron's car working. took it for a little drive today.
and i just got angry. angry that he didn't just pick up his phone and be like..."jana. i need you to get here, now." i would have dropped everything and moved heaven and hell to be there if i knew he was feeling as he did.
and i feel like lately i am trying to save a sinking ship.
i am 100 dollars in the hole in my bank account. my phone shut off because i owe 251 dollars because it got overused last week.
so i can't check up on my job interviews. i applied for so many. i've been trying so hard to find a job. it seemed like just last week i was finally getting my shit together.
i am just so frustrated. so. fucking. frustrated.
anyway. my friends pretty much rule. and thank you to everyone for all the kind words on sunday.
sorry if you can't get a hold of me for awhile....i am working on the cell phone thing.