Countdown: Entry #1
Some people say that life is an illusion...I don't agree. If life was an illusion, you could control it. Life is very real. I used to say when I was a kid that I was going to die before I was 13...that didn't happen (obviously) but I think that it was meant to. Every year since has gotten progressively worse. There's small bursts of happiness, but then they're very quickly taken away....and I don't know what to do. But of course, as I'm finding out, not everything that's meant to be...will be. Try as you might, nothing can change the simple fact about the shit of life. Tomorrow...shall be Zero Hour