Every time we lie awake...
Well, Ive certainly learned a lesson. I need to stop reacting to things like I do. Sure, I probly have a right to because of how ive been treated in the past, but, time to change. Andrew called me. Come to find, he had to go with his dad somewhere, and didnt figure it would be too late to call me, well, later. Nana wouldnt let me go, because well, we know how she is, and I got in a fight with er and all, and yeah. But he's going to Texas for a prefromance this week, and Ill see him later when he gets back. I got to tlak to him, and afterwards i just cried. I miss him so much, and I nver get to hang out with him and just, chill and talk and such. But he told me that he willcome to the courtyards when its there again (and Im pretty sure he will be sencere about it) and we got to chat for a bit, and he was sorry i couldnt come, but that its cool and all, and we'll hang out later and that he loves me and all. ITs realy sad that he hold me up so high and says he loves me and all (he means it in a REALLY close friendship thing, we may not hang out very much, but we're actually really close) and that he'll see me later when he comes back. So yay. Just thought I would post this just to say, yay. yeah. bye