Dec 03, 2003 17:52
:+:Dreams arn't always what they seem:+:
.I talked to chris last night on the phone. It was.....amazing. He was being EXTREMELY caring..and sweet.=) It really made my night soooo much brighter.He is the greatest friend ever. <3 Only 23 more days till he is here!!!!!!!! *smiles all big*
.Okay i went outside to meet up with a friend real quick and i walk back inside my house and i hear ASTRID HAVEN...Im like WTF?! who turned on my music. And i walk around the corner to see my step dad ..DANCING TO ASTRID HAVEN AND TRYING TO SING ALONG!!! I stopped and stared for like 2 mins. i couldnt believe what i was seeing...Im still in shock.lol. he said he really liked it..so yay! lol thats a first...
.[him:]Ive missed you...alot.
[me:] Ive missed you too...
[him:]Do u think sometime we can hang out again?
[me:]No.
[him:]Why?
[me:]Why the hell would i let someone who took my heart..made a promise to me...then smash my feelings like they were nothing to you..get that chance again.
[me:] You make me sick.bye.
[him:] but..
PRETTYXTMIND SIGNED OFF AT 4:23 pm
[Really Alone]
+God..it felt so good to be held in your arms. I slept sooo good there with my head on your stomach and ur hands in my hair.It was something i dreamed about..but why must it hurt so bad? why is that sharp pain in my stomach coming back? ...Please...if you are going to hurt me..end it now. End it before one of us does something we will regret =( +
Well im going to go put up our christmas tree.=)
+KiT+