[]]AnotherOneFalls[]]
Hello Readers!
+Nothing wonderful as usual. All i want to say is FUKK OCTOBER! Yeah...that month really sucked a$$.
+Well today-I went to school and then i hung out with Andrew. We went to Starbucks and got a drink and just talked. It was cool.=/ I enjoy talking with him.
+_[Maybe she wasnt meant to feel.Maybe being numb is what she was meant to be. She feels like everyone does this to her. Everyone wants her to feel like[nothing]. I guess maybe she should be numb. Not letting anyone control her.Not letting anyone making her feel not wanted. Is there something wrong with being held? Is there anything wrong with someone holding her? I watch her cry sometimes. It hurts me to see something so little being pushed out into this ridicoulous reality that people call life. Its sad that she HAS to be human. I wish she wasnt. I wish she was numb. So she didnt feel this way. I just wish i could hold her. But everytime i brush my hand against her skin. all i feel is myself.=/ I try to kiss her tears away but all i taste is pain. The puriest of pain.
+Nothing wonderful as usual. All i want to say is FUKK OCTOBER! Yeah...that month really sucked a$$.
+Well today-I went to school and then i hung out with Andrew. We went to Starbucks and got a drink and just talked. It was cool.=/ I enjoy talking with him.
+_[Maybe she wasnt meant to feel.Maybe being numb is what she was meant to be. She feels like everyone does this to her. Everyone wants her to feel like[nothing]. I guess maybe she should be numb. Not letting anyone control her.Not letting anyone making her feel not wanted. Is there something wrong with being held? Is there anything wrong with someone holding her? I watch her cry sometimes. It hurts me to see something so little being pushed out into this ridicoulous reality that people call life. Its sad that she HAS to be human. I wish she wasnt. I wish she was numb. So she didnt feel this way. I just wish i could hold her. But everytime i brush my hand against her skin. all i feel is myself.=/ I try to kiss her tears away but all i taste is pain. The puriest of pain.