_+SiTTing+PreTTy+_
Hello!
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*screams* I really wish i was perfect. Everything about me is WRONG and it sucks! I do everything wrong. =( You know...I try sooooooo hard to "fit-in" With people because...nobody really accepts me for me. And when i get yelled at for not being myself..then i try and be "myself" But...they just hate me. *+Mylifeishell+*
I want people to like me for just being me. but i dont think really...that many people know ...ME..except Kattie. That girl knows EVERYTHING about me and she loves me more than anything. Why cant anyone else see it? I mean...I Wish people could see the real me..because honestly i dont know how to show it. =/ I walk around with my head down..always looking at my shoes. Brie yells at me for it and makes me walk with my head up...but i always end up putting it back down. People who dont know me say that i am beautiful...but i really dont think they have looked close enough. They dont even know me ...how can they say i am beautiful? I could always end up being like...[name inserted here] yeah..that beautiful but ugly person.
+Brie told me that i have ended up being like another [her]. I DONT WANT TO BE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She got ALL OF THE ATTENTION BECAUSE SHE WAS PRETTY!!
I was just her lil friend on the side just to make the night a lil more exciting by having someone that is [her] friend join in. =/ (which i never did)
^ Now that i am getting to know people down here...who are a little like me...i ...dont want to open up to them. To many people have already killed me...how the h*ll am i suppose to just open myself up to more people that i barely now and have them decide wether to like me or not..i think that is bullsh*t. If someone...is going to truly look and see what kind of person i am...then..thank you. but...I think some people can agree in saying ...I am not perfect.._+And i dont think anyone is+_ Maybe they are perfect to me in looks or something..but to one person out there..they could be the ugliest person to them. SEE! I DONT THINK ANYONE IS PERFECT!! NO ONE CAN BE!! I am just imperfect as the rest of them. just like you.
+I dont think i got out what i really wanted to get out by this but blah..i needed to rant.+
_Kit_
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*screams* I really wish i was perfect. Everything about me is WRONG and it sucks! I do everything wrong. =( You know...I try sooooooo hard to "fit-in" With people because...nobody really accepts me for me. And when i get yelled at for not being myself..then i try and be "myself" But...they just hate me. *+Mylifeishell+*
I want people to like me for just being me. but i dont think really...that many people know ...ME..except Kattie. That girl knows EVERYTHING about me and she loves me more than anything. Why cant anyone else see it? I mean...I Wish people could see the real me..because honestly i dont know how to show it. =/ I walk around with my head down..always looking at my shoes. Brie yells at me for it and makes me walk with my head up...but i always end up putting it back down. People who dont know me say that i am beautiful...but i really dont think they have looked close enough. They dont even know me ...how can they say i am beautiful? I could always end up being like...[name inserted here] yeah..that beautiful but ugly person.
+Brie told me that i have ended up being like another [her]. I DONT WANT TO BE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She got ALL OF THE ATTENTION BECAUSE SHE WAS PRETTY!!
I was just her lil friend on the side just to make the night a lil more exciting by having someone that is [her] friend join in. =/ (which i never did)
^ Now that i am getting to know people down here...who are a little like me...i ...dont want to open up to them. To many people have already killed me...how the h*ll am i suppose to just open myself up to more people that i barely now and have them decide wether to like me or not..i think that is bullsh*t. If someone...is going to truly look and see what kind of person i am...then..thank you. but...I think some people can agree in saying ...I am not perfect.._+And i dont think anyone is+_ Maybe they are perfect to me in looks or something..but to one person out there..they could be the ugliest person to them. SEE! I DONT THINK ANYONE IS PERFECT!! NO ONE CAN BE!! I am just imperfect as the rest of them. just like you.
+I dont think i got out what i really wanted to get out by this but blah..i needed to rant.+
_Kit_