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darknessb4me

xlvi - further treatises on egyptian rivers

Aug 24, 2011 08:53

We've all been different people during floods. Next you're going to suggest we all look deeply into the significance of who we were the time the boat turned into a recreational children's camp.

It wasn't me. As far as I'm concerned, the matter is closed.

[Private to David.]

How are you?

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[Private] bybloodandhonor August 24 2011, 23:51:12 UTC

[There's a pause, before Tirion finally speaks. He's sounds very tired, and upset.]

... I'm sorry.

[Private] darknessb4me August 25 2011, 09:30:51 UTC

Why?

Fordring, I don't want or expect an apology for something you did when you weren't yourself. Get over it.

[Private] bybloodandhonor August 25 2011, 09:39:44 UTC

Because I have the memories. Because I could have been him. I'm... glad I'm not, but I could have been.

Because I want to apologize.

[Private] darknessb4me August 25 2011, 09:40:52 UTC

But you're not. Anything else is immaterial.

You do whatever you want.

[Private] bybloodandhonor August 26 2011, 01:09:30 UTC

[Rising angry/upset tone.]

How can it be immaterial? I was forced into what essentially was one of my worst nightmares for four days! It might as well have been me for all that I remember, all that I felt, all that I did!

I can't just shrug it off!

[Private] darknessb4me August 26 2011, 01:24:14 UTC

Try ten years, Fordring.

[Private] bybloodandhonor August 26 2011, 06:52:03 UTC

And just how many years of memory of being under control of the Scourge do you think he had that I experienced!

Light forbid I actually acknowledge what happened instead of bottling it all up and pretending it didn't happen like you!

[Private] darknessb4me August 26 2011, 09:25:09 UTC

I'm not pretending it didn't happen. I'm dealing with it, unlike you.

[Private] bybloodandhonor August 26 2011, 16:32:16 UTC

You're ignoring it! Brushing it off just because "it wasn't us" so "it doesn't matter!"

[Private] darknessb4me August 26 2011, 17:10:11 UTC

And why shouldn't I ignore it?

[Private] bybloodandhonor August 27 2011, 06:47:21 UTC

Only a fool doesn't acknowledge or pretends to be unaffected.

[Private] darknessb4me August 27 2011, 06:54:02 UTC

Your opinion? That's why I should tell everyone I'm weak enough to let a flood hurt me?

[Private] bybloodandhonor August 27 2011, 07:27:39 UTC

It's not a show of strength to not admit when you're hurt or wrong, even to yourself.

[Private] darknessb4me August 27 2011, 11:55:18 UTC

I'm dealing with it!

[Private] bybloodandhonor August 28 2011, 07:51:49 UTC

[Tired.] You're denying it happened in the first place.

[Private] darknessb4me August 28 2011, 11:20:41 UTC

No I'm not, Fordring.

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