i hate my life
Argg I've been feeling really depressed recently. I mean what's the point. You struggle through life only to die. 100 years from now unless you were a leading world figure no one will even remember you. No one will care who you were, what you did, what you were like, whether you were happy or sad. Someone once said the only things in life that are inevitable are death and taxes; well he forgot pain and misery. What's the point of suffering through life for 60 or 70 yearsd just so you can die. Why not die now? I just get so damn lonely it hurts. If only I wasn't such a coward... I would have told someone how I feel about them. Of course that probably would have made things worse. Maybe it's a good thing i'm such a coward. It's probably the only thing keeping me alive. Why am *I* here? I've never done anything good, never helped anyone. I've just contributed to the pain and misery. I hate my life so much. I wish...well I wish a lot of things. Too bad wishes don't count for anything.