really.

[darkness_blinds]

i want to vent.
but i don't know how to anymore.

i just want to cry.
all the time.
i haven't felt like this in a while.

i want to go on and on about my problems.
whine about all my pains.

i want to quit being the one swallowing my pride and apologizing.
despite how much i may mean it.
i'm tired of saying sorry all the time.

i'm human.
i mess up.
i mess up big.

so don't expect anything more.