Oct 08, 2007 18:00
It's been a long time since I last posted, but hopefully these posts will be more frequent. I'm really trying to pick my life up. I've been without direction and a mess for a long time. I really want to become more dedicated to my school work and life. This may mean that I won't be out and about in any kind of social scene, which is what hurts the most, but I NEED to do this. I'm falling behind like every other semester and if I don't do something this time....I'm going to flunk out :(. I don't know how I let myself fall so far behind in my life goals, but now is the time to turn it around. It may have been because of the lack of mental family support, but I have to do this for me now. Hopefully, things will be on the up and up here soon. Just gotta keep on running towards the light, right??? I mean eventually the darkness WILL fade, I just can't let it consume me. ^_^