Mar 27, 2006 10:25
I feel the most distant from my PHX friends than I ever have before, though simotaneously we are headed down the same path. I read the live journal posts and i see the myspace post and i know im missing out on alot. I see friends hurting, friends finding themselves, and what seems to be friends moving on from me. I know that the friendship i have with them will always be a strong memory, or at least i hope that it will, but i cant help but feel them slip away from me. Im proud of them all and i wish them the best in all they do. This isnt goodbye, just an adknowledgment of what seems to be happening. I wish i didnt have to feel this distance i wish that i was there, but i have a path that i must walk, I only hope that it can bring me back to you guys.
Lately ive felt as if i am filled with work. I feel my potential coming back to life and i am ready to prepare myself to seize my future and to succeed in what ever venutre comes my way. I feel strength in my actions and faith in my intentions, and i have courage for the future. Using these atributes i believe i will be able to take what i desire most.
Now, to decide what it is i so deeply desire.