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Spring break is over and i suppose thats good?? I had lots o fun, The first weekend was that huge party at which i proceeded to get extremely drunk and missed half of the party lol. I dont remember the majority of the weekend, we just hung out and partied and what not. Then i went to cali with blake which is always fun and got to see my mom and what not. My brakes are acting up and i might have to use the money that my dad told me not to use that my mom gave to me....but hes the one that told me to use it now that im broke. So what i can only use it for my car?? You cant send me some money to buy food?? O well whats new. I guess hes jealous of my mom cuz she actually calls me to talk to me and she knows stuff about me and he doesnt. He thinks i call her and not him, but she calls me. He said that if i go up there hes try to get me a new car....i dont know if i can believe that i just think he wants me to go. As for the internship in cali...im not sure itf its a paid job or not yet. Everything seems to be up in the air right now.
O ya im also planning on getting an apt with my friend Dan for next year, so i need to be saving money. Ive decided that if i cant handle one mroe year of college than im changing my direction, im not sure in what way but it will change im not going to pay for schooling if i cant get good enough grades to look really good in order to get into med school....its not worth the money when you know youll be rejected.
Im still constantly lost in my own thoughts, never knowing what decisions to make or what to do.... i hope that changes soo i fell like im living with no real meaning. No to mention that if my own problems and confuzzledness wasn't enough, there are a million of other complications with other people that are constantly affecting me. Im not complaining to anyone or about anyone, i love being the person that people come to, i just feel that no one person knows who i am entirely. I feel that im someone different yto everyone, which make it feel like i am living multiple lives. And that is really hard to do.
Well then thats pretty much all im thinking about right now.... i need to get back to work lol ...ya right
oo ya, I had lots of fun seeing everyone again i miss you all and ill be back as soon as possible ^-^
love ya!!
Spring break is over and i suppose thats good?? I had lots o fun, The first weekend was that huge party at which i proceeded to get extremely drunk and missed half of the party lol. I dont remember the majority of the weekend, we just hung out and partied and what not. Then i went to cali with blake which is always fun and got to see my mom and what not. My brakes are acting up and i might have to use the money that my dad told me not to use that my mom gave to me....but hes the one that told me to use it now that im broke. So what i can only use it for my car?? You cant send me some money to buy food?? O well whats new. I guess hes jealous of my mom cuz she actually calls me to talk to me and she knows stuff about me and he doesnt. He thinks i call her and not him, but she calls me. He said that if i go up there hes try to get me a new car....i dont know if i can believe that i just think he wants me to go. As for the internship in cali...im not sure itf its a paid job or not yet. Everything seems to be up in the air right now.
O ya im also planning on getting an apt with my friend Dan for next year, so i need to be saving money. Ive decided that if i cant handle one mroe year of college than im changing my direction, im not sure in what way but it will change im not going to pay for schooling if i cant get good enough grades to look really good in order to get into med school....its not worth the money when you know youll be rejected.
Im still constantly lost in my own thoughts, never knowing what decisions to make or what to do.... i hope that changes soo i fell like im living with no real meaning. No to mention that if my own problems and confuzzledness wasn't enough, there are a million of other complications with other people that are constantly affecting me. Im not complaining to anyone or about anyone, i love being the person that people come to, i just feel that no one person knows who i am entirely. I feel that im someone different yto everyone, which make it feel like i am living multiple lives. And that is really hard to do.
Well then thats pretty much all im thinking about right now.... i need to get back to work lol ...ya right
oo ya, I had lots of fun seeing everyone again i miss you all and ill be back as soon as possible ^-^
love ya!!