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FIuid SpiII (11:05:53 PM): Matt, drugs are nothing to me. They don't MEAN anything. It's like going out to play a game of basketball in your driveway, or shooting pool with your friends. Just something that's fun sometimes, but you know you aren't gonna get in the NBA, or shoot pool for a living.
FIuid SpiII (11:06:30 PM): That's what I've never gotten with people. Why they give so much significance to something that's just a passing amusement, something that really means nothing at all.
xxmatameoxx (11:07:02 PM): because it can damage your body
xxmatameoxx (11:07:18 PM): the fun can come at a price
FIuid SpiII (11:07:34 PM): So can playing basketball in your driveway.
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xxmatameoxx (11:27:42 PM): ok i just thought of something relating to the drug reference you had
xxmatameoxx (11:29:16 PM): You can get hurt from playing basketball in the driveway but at least it was something that you had no control over, ya things happen that you have no control over while on drugs but its the difference that you could have prevented from happening if you were sober
FIuid SpiII (11:31:51 PM): You're right, you know. We choose the actions we take. There is a difference between adamantly being yourself and making excuses because you're slowly harming yourself just to have a little bit more fun and being unable to stop.
xxmatameoxx (11:33:22 PM): so it makes sense right?
FIuid SpiII (11:35:23 PM): It does. When I quit meth, it was because I recognized the need to, and I WANTED to. Now.. well, I know I'm addicted. It's nothing so simple as a chemical addiction. I LIKE rolling, I LIKE frying, but it's touching peoples' lives in a negative way. And I know I should stop, or slow down, but a large part of me really doesn't want to.
xxmatameoxx (11:36:25 PM): buti also agree with you theres a point that you cross that makes all the difference....the point when your just doing it for fun and theres no harm, and the point when your doing it just to get fucked up or because you need the fix or to fix your problems
xxmatameoxx (11:37:23 PM): the hard part is figuring when youve crossed that line..cuz thats when it becomes harmful
FIuid SpiII (11:55:37 PM): I'm.. so concerned with not hurting the people I love, that I was ready to do exactly that by walking away. It made sense when I thought it up.
FIuid SpiII (11:56:09 PM): But the thing I forgot is that is the WORST way to hurt someone. By just leaving.
xxmatameoxx (11:56:19 PM): thats true
xxmatameoxx (11:56:32 PM): running never solved anyones problems
thats my story and im sticking to it...everyone has their poision its just used as an excuse though...there is an underlying reason for everything its just easier to point out what is shunned on by society. Drugs may be an influence to a problem but there had to be a problem to begin with.
I love my conversations with steven ^-^
FIuid SpiII (11:06:30 PM): That's what I've never gotten with people. Why they give so much significance to something that's just a passing amusement, something that really means nothing at all.
xxmatameoxx (11:07:02 PM): because it can damage your body
xxmatameoxx (11:07:18 PM): the fun can come at a price
FIuid SpiII (11:07:34 PM): So can playing basketball in your driveway.
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xxmatameoxx (11:27:42 PM): ok i just thought of something relating to the drug reference you had
xxmatameoxx (11:29:16 PM): You can get hurt from playing basketball in the driveway but at least it was something that you had no control over, ya things happen that you have no control over while on drugs but its the difference that you could have prevented from happening if you were sober
FIuid SpiII (11:31:51 PM): You're right, you know. We choose the actions we take. There is a difference between adamantly being yourself and making excuses because you're slowly harming yourself just to have a little bit more fun and being unable to stop.
xxmatameoxx (11:33:22 PM): so it makes sense right?
FIuid SpiII (11:35:23 PM): It does. When I quit meth, it was because I recognized the need to, and I WANTED to. Now.. well, I know I'm addicted. It's nothing so simple as a chemical addiction. I LIKE rolling, I LIKE frying, but it's touching peoples' lives in a negative way. And I know I should stop, or slow down, but a large part of me really doesn't want to.
xxmatameoxx (11:36:25 PM): buti also agree with you theres a point that you cross that makes all the difference....the point when your just doing it for fun and theres no harm, and the point when your doing it just to get fucked up or because you need the fix or to fix your problems
xxmatameoxx (11:37:23 PM): the hard part is figuring when youve crossed that line..cuz thats when it becomes harmful
FIuid SpiII (11:55:37 PM): I'm.. so concerned with not hurting the people I love, that I was ready to do exactly that by walking away. It made sense when I thought it up.
FIuid SpiII (11:56:09 PM): But the thing I forgot is that is the WORST way to hurt someone. By just leaving.
xxmatameoxx (11:56:19 PM): thats true
xxmatameoxx (11:56:32 PM): running never solved anyones problems
thats my story and im sticking to it...everyone has their poision its just used as an excuse though...there is an underlying reason for everything its just easier to point out what is shunned on by society. Drugs may be an influence to a problem but there had to be a problem to begin with.
I love my conversations with steven ^-^