catch up..
So my room mate and my est friend Sarah has been in wild mood swings lately one minute she'll be all friendly the next she'll be so agro or she'll want to cry. I've done my best to understand that she is totally stressed out but a person can only take so much. Her reasons for her behaviour is that she's just quit her job and is worried about it well dear you made the decision to leave a secure job and go into agency work, so stop your whining. Her b/f is also getting here next week from Canada and she's worried he's gonna think she's got fat and ugly, which is so not true I'd love to have her looks she's such an attractive girl and has a personality to die for, she's one of those people who gets along with everyone, but at times I do find it kind of fake. And now that I have a b/f she's upset that I spend too much time with him, and I'm starting to sound like him. It just pisses me off I can only take so much but as a friend I sit back and bite my tongue and pray to god when Geoff gets here next week she'll calm down a little and this attention seeking she's been looking for he'll be able to fill the void.
So yeah I have a b/f now, his name is Sean he's such a beautiful person I've liked him for like 2 years on and off. I finally plucked up the courage to let him know how I felt at an old workmates farewell, it was getting near the end of the night and the band was like on their seond last song and I ran my hand down his leg and low and behold he recipicated and put his hands around my waist and held me and danced slowing behind me.
So I work with Sean he works out in the kitchen and I'm in the menu office so we get to see each other everyday at work and we have the same days off so we spend them together as well. We've been seeing each other for a lil over a month now and so far all seems to be going swimmingly. He makes me so happy, like I've been with other guys before and they have made me happy, but for a reason this kinda happy is so much different than any other I felt, honestly I can say I will admit part of me is already in love with him and I told him this the weekend that has just passed I was drunk however and he said he kinda felt the same way.
He has to also be one of the most affectionate guys I've dated and I've never had that much affection so of course at the moment and every chance I get I'm lapping it up and enjoying it, I return it of course.
It's like in the morning when he gets up at 4am to go to work soon as he leaves I roll over to where he slept so I could just smell him, I told him I did that and well he said he does the same thing after I've said at his house.
I really hope it all works out for us even though it's still early days I really like him and it would make me so happy to think that he might atually be the one.
So yeah I have a b/f now, his name is Sean he's such a beautiful person I've liked him for like 2 years on and off. I finally plucked up the courage to let him know how I felt at an old workmates farewell, it was getting near the end of the night and the band was like on their seond last song and I ran my hand down his leg and low and behold he recipicated and put his hands around my waist and held me and danced slowing behind me.
So I work with Sean he works out in the kitchen and I'm in the menu office so we get to see each other everyday at work and we have the same days off so we spend them together as well. We've been seeing each other for a lil over a month now and so far all seems to be going swimmingly. He makes me so happy, like I've been with other guys before and they have made me happy, but for a reason this kinda happy is so much different than any other I felt, honestly I can say I will admit part of me is already in love with him and I told him this the weekend that has just passed I was drunk however and he said he kinda felt the same way.
He has to also be one of the most affectionate guys I've dated and I've never had that much affection so of course at the moment and every chance I get I'm lapping it up and enjoying it, I return it of course.
It's like in the morning when he gets up at 4am to go to work soon as he leaves I roll over to where he slept so I could just smell him, I told him I did that and well he said he does the same thing after I've said at his house.
I really hope it all works out for us even though it's still early days I really like him and it would make me so happy to think that he might atually be the one.