aww
jerome was gone all day and i was sad i wanted him to come back and he finally signd on i missed him all day
i got upsetwhen he said brb and i cried n shit b/c i feel like we're not the same as we ustto be and it sucks to have the feeling i dunno i hate how i get emotional about stupid shit
and i can tell hes annoyed by it and that night i got so close to cutting i think everything would be better if i could just cut again but he told me i cant or he'd break up with me and i love him so much he just doesnt know that i would do anything for him and it sucks cuz i wanna cut and i cant
we havnt had any problems hardly and im happy for that and im happy with him he makes me laugh he makes me cry he makes me feel like im the most speacial person ever and i love that about him
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LORI u suck u fucking took my idea and i hate u *sneer* lol im joking
ew i cant believe i found foot mans myspace Lmao.. that was weird to find but o well..
i talked to becca and im gonna apologize to sam and not fight anymore and MAybe we'll become friends again
im going to homecoming again this year and I have to find a Friend to take me and i think that'll be fun b/c its the new high school and shit
this sunday we're getting ready for that stupid cell group thing and lori if u wanna come u can im not going to be around them and u can come see my new cool room, ... thats another thing i got my room redone i'll be posting pics for everyone who reads this
today i was looking at theese abortion pics and they almost made me cry.. so i made a collage of them and i put it on my myspace
www.myspace.com/shellyseamonkey im for abortion but im fucking not for partial birth abortion, all i could kept thinking about is my great nefu and how hes a baby.... and i think thats horrible its so sad to think how babies r killed during 5 month and there fucking breathing if ur gonna be a murderer kill it within the 3month not when its forming
its like the moms think its a sick joke or something
tomarrow we gotta work n shit and i met this guy who lives here hes pretty cool (thisis ofor lori b/c i didnt get to tell u) hes nice and hes one of those white mexicans not a dirty one we're gonna hang out n crap it seems like im hanging out with all these older guys and i like it better bc there nice
and with kurt, i like it how we can just be friends and not worry about the bull shit
Anyways im out
*~shelly*~
i got upsetwhen he said brb and i cried n shit b/c i feel like we're not the same as we ustto be and it sucks to have the feeling i dunno i hate how i get emotional about stupid shit
and i can tell hes annoyed by it and that night i got so close to cutting i think everything would be better if i could just cut again but he told me i cant or he'd break up with me and i love him so much he just doesnt know that i would do anything for him and it sucks cuz i wanna cut and i cant
we havnt had any problems hardly and im happy for that and im happy with him he makes me laugh he makes me cry he makes me feel like im the most speacial person ever and i love that about him
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LORI u suck u fucking took my idea and i hate u *sneer* lol im joking
ew i cant believe i found foot mans myspace Lmao.. that was weird to find but o well..
i talked to becca and im gonna apologize to sam and not fight anymore and MAybe we'll become friends again
im going to homecoming again this year and I have to find a Friend to take me and i think that'll be fun b/c its the new high school and shit
this sunday we're getting ready for that stupid cell group thing and lori if u wanna come u can im not going to be around them and u can come see my new cool room, ... thats another thing i got my room redone i'll be posting pics for everyone who reads this
today i was looking at theese abortion pics and they almost made me cry.. so i made a collage of them and i put it on my myspace
www.myspace.com/shellyseamonkey im for abortion but im fucking not for partial birth abortion, all i could kept thinking about is my great nefu and how hes a baby.... and i think thats horrible its so sad to think how babies r killed during 5 month and there fucking breathing if ur gonna be a murderer kill it within the 3month not when its forming
its like the moms think its a sick joke or something
tomarrow we gotta work n shit and i met this guy who lives here hes pretty cool (thisis ofor lori b/c i didnt get to tell u) hes nice and hes one of those white mexicans not a dirty one we're gonna hang out n crap it seems like im hanging out with all these older guys and i like it better bc there nice
and with kurt, i like it how we can just be friends and not worry about the bull shit
Anyways im out
*~shelly*~