lose

[darknedchivalry]

A lot of situations result in ramifications, and the biggest results of that can and would be lose. Lose of something you never knew the true extent of it until its gone, the enormity of that disappearance often doesn't hit a person until the knowledge that you cannot get that back, is apparent. I don't like the feeling, its haunted me with its repetition.

Hm, my own damn fault…