Conflict serum is my aura
So, how do I begin..
Some of you know everything that's happened since I quit blogging,
some know a little,
some know nothing.
I'll recap. Delia and I are done. It was long overdo and best for both of us. Ya, sometimes I miss her, there really were good times. Unfortunately, there was too much pain. I was living in Florida for a short time. I was really happy there, missed my family, but it was a worthy sacrifice to make something of myself. School. I am going back. You may have noticed I practically live at Westfield State now. School is something I need more than anything right now, it has a top priority to me.
Relationships. I don't even know. I'm so afraid of commitment at this point in life, I can't see myself dating anyone. Yes, I have thought it over, yes, there are probably a lot of people who I would have the opportunity to have a good relationship with, but that fear will always be there. Delia showed me that even the best relationships can go so wrong, and why would I want to throw away a great friendship just to have a failed relationship? It's hard to take risks like that when they have gone so wrong in the past.
Some of you know everything that's happened since I quit blogging,
some know a little,
some know nothing.
I'll recap. Delia and I are done. It was long overdo and best for both of us. Ya, sometimes I miss her, there really were good times. Unfortunately, there was too much pain. I was living in Florida for a short time. I was really happy there, missed my family, but it was a worthy sacrifice to make something of myself. School. I am going back. You may have noticed I practically live at Westfield State now. School is something I need more than anything right now, it has a top priority to me.
Relationships. I don't even know. I'm so afraid of commitment at this point in life, I can't see myself dating anyone. Yes, I have thought it over, yes, there are probably a lot of people who I would have the opportunity to have a good relationship with, but that fear will always be there. Delia showed me that even the best relationships can go so wrong, and why would I want to throw away a great friendship just to have a failed relationship? It's hard to take risks like that when they have gone so wrong in the past.