The End
There once lived a girl, she lived in the middle of no where and was happy, then one day the happiness stoped and her life was filled with sorrow anger and depression, she went on living for two years, and on the day of a very important event that changed her life forever and made her forever unhappy she drove to her own little special place got out of her truck and took her own life. Why did she do this? she could not take it anymore, somethings are ment to be and some are not. you have to realize that when you go to bed and pray not to wake up and are constantly pissed off every morning because you made it through another night that maybe life is just not worth it anymore. we face shitty things every day, getting cheated on, watching the one you love love someone else, being betrayed by close friends, and people just leaving you for no reason. becuase of this we become fake. for me happiness is a fake thing, i am truely happy only when i am around a certian person the other times i put on a happy face so no one will ask what is wrong. i hate it when people look for sympathy this is why i dont give it out. i live a great life, better than others, but somehting is missing... i think its funny when you tell someone your going to kill yourself and then others go well if you do it then i will to... when you know its all bull shit, and its stupid like if i killed my slef why would you kill yourself? what would that accomplish??? nothing, just another dead body, another worthless death for a stupid reason. yes killing yourslef is a selfish act but screw everyone else there is no one who is unloved, but people need to understand that love isnt what keeps most of us wanting to live,i dont even know why people live, life to me is pointless, your born you fail you let people down others are constantly dissapointed in you, you never do anything right, then you meet the boy you cant live without, he leaves you and go down hill and end up unhappy for the rest of your short life or kill your self... i know none of that made any sence. but i said it any way, i doubt anyone will read it so whatever... i had a goal to live to be 17 and thats it, after that i could really care a less