Why
i ask why
Why is life full of things and people we cant have?
Why do people keep on living even when they know there is no point?
Why do we subject ourselvs to things we know will hurt us?
Are we just asking for pain?
Does anger actually give us some sense of happiness?
Does self pitty make us feel better about our sleves?
When you listen to others problems, do you listen to help them our yourself?
Will there always be that one boy/girl, you cant live without?
Why do people say leave if they mean stay?
Why do people say forever if they dont intend to stay?
Ive come to a conclusion, people arnt ment to be happy, as soon as things start going good something bad will come along and fuck it all up. no im not suicidal and no i dont want you to tell me im a good person because i dont care weather or not i am. i am a friend to go to when you need a ear to listen, a sholder to cry on, or a helpful word, lately i have not been caring about to many people. yes i do care about certian people, like close friends but i dont know im generally happy for once ..
Oh an the reason i dyed my hair black.... this might be stupid to you but whatever. My black hair reminds me of a happier time, a better time in my life, when i had black hair so many people liked me and even though i was the "goth" who wore pink, i was happy, i got rid of the black to forget that part of me but now i want it back. There are so many memories i keep hidden in a vault that will never be opened because i dont want to deal it. but now i realize the thing that i never wanted to know.. but in the end i will get what i want, i dont care what it takes... i will get what i have always wanted
Why is life full of things and people we cant have?
Why do people keep on living even when they know there is no point?
Why do we subject ourselvs to things we know will hurt us?
Are we just asking for pain?
Does anger actually give us some sense of happiness?
Does self pitty make us feel better about our sleves?
When you listen to others problems, do you listen to help them our yourself?
Will there always be that one boy/girl, you cant live without?
Why do people say leave if they mean stay?
Why do people say forever if they dont intend to stay?
Ive come to a conclusion, people arnt ment to be happy, as soon as things start going good something bad will come along and fuck it all up. no im not suicidal and no i dont want you to tell me im a good person because i dont care weather or not i am. i am a friend to go to when you need a ear to listen, a sholder to cry on, or a helpful word, lately i have not been caring about to many people. yes i do care about certian people, like close friends but i dont know im generally happy for once ..
Oh an the reason i dyed my hair black.... this might be stupid to you but whatever. My black hair reminds me of a happier time, a better time in my life, when i had black hair so many people liked me and even though i was the "goth" who wore pink, i was happy, i got rid of the black to forget that part of me but now i want it back. There are so many memories i keep hidden in a vault that will never be opened because i dont want to deal it. but now i realize the thing that i never wanted to know.. but in the end i will get what i want, i dont care what it takes... i will get what i have always wanted