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Christmas was really good this year, I got some cool things for my apartment, like a red George Forman mini grill and some Renoir dish towels. I never thought I would ever get excited about household items. Christmas morning was really fun because Elora my neice who is 2 1/2 realized for the first time what Christmas is all about. It's fun to have kids around, it brings back the magic of Santa that I've long forgotten about. I saw Phantom of the Opera for my sister's birthday. God I love musicals.
I was calling all my friends yesterday to wish them a Merry X-Mas and I thought "I need to call Paul" Its so weird. I still can't fathom that he's gone. I just wish I could hear his voice. I can still hear it in my head, and the last conversation that we had. December will always be long from now on. It can't possibly be the same. There is a huge hole in our circle of friends, and I really don't think we'll ever get used to it. I found his Jim Beam hat in my car and I just sobbed and sobbed. I had meant to get it back to him. I remember that day that he left it there. It's when we had our "grand adventure" we got lost coming back to Irving from a Carrolton head-shop and ended up in Duncanville. We took so many weird and creepy roads. It was so fun though. We were so lost and were being really silly. We saw some fucked up things at a Racetrac trying to get directions. Oh man. I will always cherish my memories of Paul. We had some really fun times. I miss him so fucking much.
Merry Christmas everyone. I hope it was everything everyone wanted.
I was calling all my friends yesterday to wish them a Merry X-Mas and I thought "I need to call Paul" Its so weird. I still can't fathom that he's gone. I just wish I could hear his voice. I can still hear it in my head, and the last conversation that we had. December will always be long from now on. It can't possibly be the same. There is a huge hole in our circle of friends, and I really don't think we'll ever get used to it. I found his Jim Beam hat in my car and I just sobbed and sobbed. I had meant to get it back to him. I remember that day that he left it there. It's when we had our "grand adventure" we got lost coming back to Irving from a Carrolton head-shop and ended up in Duncanville. We took so many weird and creepy roads. It was so fun though. We were so lost and were being really silly. We saw some fucked up things at a Racetrac trying to get directions. Oh man. I will always cherish my memories of Paul. We had some really fun times. I miss him so fucking much.
Merry Christmas everyone. I hope it was everything everyone wanted.