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Hi! I don't write on here nearly enough, and I won't take this time to say that I'm going to try to be better, as I know deep in my heart that I will not (will not try, that is... so I guess I won't get better either... tangents!).
Anyway, I needed to do something with myself, so I'm writing. I used to be good at it (even though you probably couldn't tell after reading my past entries). I can't sleep, so I figured I'd come unload at least some parts of my brain on here.
Life's weird at the moment. My advisor finally decided to help me out on the whole hold thing, but didn't tell me anything beyond "you are being monitored by the college." Awesome? That doesn't really tell me a lot about WHY the thing was on there to begin with. Maybe because they're sick of getting money from me. That's probably it. Or maybe they discovered my secret plan of trying to graduate with a degree in psychology even though I'm currently in the Family, Youth and Communities degree program in the College of Agriculture and Life Sciences (I REALLY don't want to graduate with a degree from this college... also, I've hated almost every class I've had to take for the major, save the family problems class I took last semester).
Also, I'd like to be in Orlando now, because it's somewhat lonely up here in Gainesville... both my roommates have moved out (one's exploring Europe and the other is about to start his trek across the Appalachians, so I'm obviously having the most fun) and there's not anyone up here that I know of, so that's sweet.
I've also had this re-occurring thought that I need to be a different, better person. I know there's the whole God made you, and you have a great personality, and whatever, but this is more a personal "life change" thing. I don't want to change my personality or anything weird like that, I just want to at least try to be a better human being. So we'll see how that goes.
Anyway, Since I can't sleep, I'm going to go attempt that now (even though I have to be up in 3.5 hours. That's what you get for altering your sleep schedule around a job that gets out late).
Anyway, I needed to do something with myself, so I'm writing. I used to be good at it (even though you probably couldn't tell after reading my past entries). I can't sleep, so I figured I'd come unload at least some parts of my brain on here.
Life's weird at the moment. My advisor finally decided to help me out on the whole hold thing, but didn't tell me anything beyond "you are being monitored by the college." Awesome? That doesn't really tell me a lot about WHY the thing was on there to begin with. Maybe because they're sick of getting money from me. That's probably it. Or maybe they discovered my secret plan of trying to graduate with a degree in psychology even though I'm currently in the Family, Youth and Communities degree program in the College of Agriculture and Life Sciences (I REALLY don't want to graduate with a degree from this college... also, I've hated almost every class I've had to take for the major, save the family problems class I took last semester).
Also, I'd like to be in Orlando now, because it's somewhat lonely up here in Gainesville... both my roommates have moved out (one's exploring Europe and the other is about to start his trek across the Appalachians, so I'm obviously having the most fun) and there's not anyone up here that I know of, so that's sweet.
I've also had this re-occurring thought that I need to be a different, better person. I know there's the whole God made you, and you have a great personality, and whatever, but this is more a personal "life change" thing. I don't want to change my personality or anything weird like that, I just want to at least try to be a better human being. So we'll see how that goes.
Anyway, Since I can't sleep, I'm going to go attempt that now (even though I have to be up in 3.5 hours. That's what you get for altering your sleep schedule around a job that gets out late).