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Today was intense. we went to the Middle schools (glacier and kromrey) to do our drug resistance presentations for Jules. We all read our personal stories. They all had so much pain, so much deep, hard things. So emotional. it was so hard not to cry. Especially John's. I really admire him. Julie was his sister, and I don't know how you ever get over something like that. If either of my brothers ever died....I don't know what I would do. His story is so incredibly powerful. The last two...most of us just couldnt help it. pretty much we were all crying. It was really draining. idk and it all made me think. about drugs and people, broken trust, broken relationships, death, sadness, abuse, overdose...everything...all due to drugs. Its so sad. And there will be more incoming freshman that even after our presentations...WILL throw their lives away. And It made me think about my own life. My own expierience with drugs/alcohol. Not that I've personally used, but my family. So idk. I'm super emotional today. I was when I got back to school, I still was. idk. I'm just really sad....about this i guess, but everything. Hopefully I'll be able to find something I can do to help myself get out of it.