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My mom,dad, and Nick just left for Washington!!!!!!! haha yay. Well, I'm home today w/daniel. idk, my parents didnt want my uncle picking him up until he adjusted to them being here. So I Went to school from 7am-7:50am for Jules and then my dad picked me up haha. They left @ 11 for the airport. My grandma and my uncle are coming in like an hour. They come home on sunday! YAY. haha.
< so yeah I've been okay, I guess. Last Friday, was interesting. Before Jules, Kristin talked to me and she told me that her, mrs gunderson the school psychologist [sp??Lol], Tanya Haney the nurse, Kelly, her social work intern, and Becky Daley my case manager were having a meeting. Basically about me. How best to support me. Mrs Daley knows because she heard me throwing up a couple weeks ago and talked to kristin. So she told me I could be there so I went. It was 2nd hour. It was like...weird. but idk i think that they are all people that I can trust. And thats really what i need and lately im having issues with who to really trust, with everything that has been going on. Trusting people scares me, especially with people at school getting closer and im starting to sort of pull away. Getting close to people is risky and i've really learned that the hard way. Anyway, they all met together because they all want to help me. And Kristin has been my main support (at school), and its supposed to stay that way, but when I really need to talk to someone, shes not always available and this way I still have support of other people that can help. And yeah yesterday I walked/talked with Mrs Daley at lunch. Shes really nice, and easy to talk to. I'm glad that they all got together and I'm glad I have this support. Because I need it, and I can trust these people.
So anyway Friday night was AWESOME. Im in IMAGINE at school (to end sexual violence), since this week is Sexual assult awareness week, we were setting up last friday after school. We put posters all around and then we set up the clothesline project. Then after that we had a social. We had a dance. These people came in and taught us alternative dance styles. like swing, salsa, etc. It was REALLY fun. Then we watched Speak. It was a good movie. Its about a girl who gets raped at a party and then she calls the police at the party and everyone gets busted...and then her friends all turn on her, and her first year in high school she just stops speaking. Its awesome.
This week is gunna be awesome. Today no school for me, tomorrow I have therapy which is going to be really really good because Kristin is taking me (b/c my parents are gone) and that will be SO much better than my mom because I wont have the "you dont need therapy you're fine, you dont have any problems you're just delusional and you want attention..you should stop going, I want you to stop going" blah blah blah. yay and MHS choir concert tomorrow night! We're singing with Oregon High School womens choir. And Friday. Jules presentations at Kromrey and Glacier creek. Also Betsy and Kristin are starting a support group for girls with eating disorders in the school and that starts friday 2nd hour. Saturday state solo and ensamble (still not sure yet though) and sunday shopping for prom!!!!!! yikes. lotsa stuff im not usually this busy!!
< so yeah I've been okay, I guess. Last Friday, was interesting. Before Jules, Kristin talked to me and she told me that her, mrs gunderson the school psychologist [sp??Lol], Tanya Haney the nurse, Kelly, her social work intern, and Becky Daley my case manager were having a meeting. Basically about me. How best to support me. Mrs Daley knows because she heard me throwing up a couple weeks ago and talked to kristin. So she told me I could be there so I went. It was 2nd hour. It was like...weird. but idk i think that they are all people that I can trust. And thats really what i need and lately im having issues with who to really trust, with everything that has been going on. Trusting people scares me, especially with people at school getting closer and im starting to sort of pull away. Getting close to people is risky and i've really learned that the hard way. Anyway, they all met together because they all want to help me. And Kristin has been my main support (at school), and its supposed to stay that way, but when I really need to talk to someone, shes not always available and this way I still have support of other people that can help. And yeah yesterday I walked/talked with Mrs Daley at lunch. Shes really nice, and easy to talk to. I'm glad that they all got together and I'm glad I have this support. Because I need it, and I can trust these people.
So anyway Friday night was AWESOME. Im in IMAGINE at school (to end sexual violence), since this week is Sexual assult awareness week, we were setting up last friday after school. We put posters all around and then we set up the clothesline project. Then after that we had a social. We had a dance. These people came in and taught us alternative dance styles. like swing, salsa, etc. It was REALLY fun. Then we watched Speak. It was a good movie. Its about a girl who gets raped at a party and then she calls the police at the party and everyone gets busted...and then her friends all turn on her, and her first year in high school she just stops speaking. Its awesome.
This week is gunna be awesome. Today no school for me, tomorrow I have therapy which is going to be really really good because Kristin is taking me (b/c my parents are gone) and that will be SO much better than my mom because I wont have the "you dont need therapy you're fine, you dont have any problems you're just delusional and you want attention..you should stop going, I want you to stop going" blah blah blah. yay and MHS choir concert tomorrow night! We're singing with Oregon High School womens choir. And Friday. Jules presentations at Kromrey and Glacier creek. Also Betsy and Kristin are starting a support group for girls with eating disorders in the school and that starts friday 2nd hour. Saturday state solo and ensamble (still not sure yet though) and sunday shopping for prom!!!!!! yikes. lotsa stuff im not usually this busy!!