[ LOCKED; but hackable with skill ]
Alright. I've gone over everything a number of times now. I've looked at my situation from every single angle, thought of every possible way various explanations could end, and I've decided.
I'm completely and utterly fucked regardless.
Even if I'm not uncreated on the spot, at the very least I've still lost any and all trust Dream may've had in me. That....incident, with the boy. That could have been worked out, due to the circumstances. It....it really could've been. If I had just stayed with Matthew and Lucien, and waited for Dream to return....but no. I had to go and pull one of his stunts. I went and ran from my responsibilities. There's no excusing that.
Maybe everyone was right about me....
....I really don't know what to do anymore.
I'm completely and utterly fucked regardless.
Even if I'm not uncreated on the spot, at the very least I've still lost any and all trust Dream may've had in me. That....incident, with the boy. That could have been worked out, due to the circumstances. It....it really could've been. If I had just stayed with Matthew and Lucien, and waited for Dream to return....but no. I had to go and pull one of his stunts. I went and ran from my responsibilities. There's no excusing that.
Maybe everyone was right about me....
....I really don't know what to do anymore.