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last nite wus so hard 4 me i came home and sum of this shit hit me really hard im alone in 2ways the first and major one is not having my mom ne more and its like it wont ever leave me but torment me 4 the rest of my life becuz i wusnt here 4 her and i fought wit her when i wus in georgia on the phone. u kno wut they say about not knowing wut u got till its gone is tru. but the other thing that bugs me is i aint got no one to love or hold such as a girlfriend. i havent been thinking about it up untill the last few days i wus like damn im here alone talkin wit t (a guy i work wit) and im like dawg how come we aint got no one and he goes shit man i aint thought about it and i was like yea but dont u feel lonely and we both agree we need sumone cuz we miss those days. but not much shit has been goin on but mon im gettin a tat done on my shoulder 4 free only cuz i kno the guy and if he fucks it up i got my other homeboys to fix it lol cuz they been doin it 4 like 10yrs or so but im shure he wont but ne ways i just dont kno wut im thinkin ne more but ill get bak at yall lata.