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so i was pretty much depressed all day today, and for mostly no good reason. i had two 32 ounce bottles of energy vitamin water. i found out that these things have balls loads of caffeine in them. that combined with the fact that my birthday is coming up, basically set me for the whole day. i always get depressed at this time of year. i dont mind being alone on Valentines Day, because that is a made up stupid holiday anyways. christmas, easter, thanksgiving, 4th of july etc., are all family holidays, so girlfriends are not a big deal. my birthday, however, is a day about me, celebratin the anniversary of when i came into this world. i want someone special to celebrate that with. sigh... i couldnt even make myself go to class, i was so depressed.