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so i hate emotions. i especially hate how i cant seem to control whom i am attracted to. i always seem to fall for the girls who are way out my league. this time it is a differenty type of out of my league, but still, pretty far out there. she has already expressed to me that she is not interested in me in any way but friendship, but still i cant seem to get her out of my mind. i have always had a hard time getting over girls though, so it pretty much sucks because its going to depress the hell out of me for awhile