May 09, 2004 03:19
when i say this i mean no disrespect to anyone. but over the past few days, certain events have happened in my life that led me to do certain things, and i came a realization: There is no God. at least not in the form we think there is. there MAY be a god, but it is not a sentient being guides our lives. if there is a god, it is just a form of matter that has no conscience, that is just as haphazard as the big bang theory.
now dont get me wrong. i did not reach this conclusion because an event happend that made me question my faith. on the contrary, things happend that made me think maybe there was a god, and that the things i was doing were wrong. but when i tried to seek answers, none came. none came at all. it is actually kind of disappointing realy, i dont know. that is my view on it all.