Congrats Jaz!
Can I not do anything correct? I mean I can't keep a girl's interest so she has to go cheat on me? That's cool.
I don't know how I should be feeling. I think it's like an angry apathy, and being appalled at what people do to people that care about them.
"It is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees."
I need to stop trying to give myself in hopes that would change something. People are fucked up. I can't change these things apparently. Trying was a bad idea. I felt something, and jumped at it. I need to go back to trusting in myself, and not in the words of others. I felt this had been coming for weeks.
I don't know how I should be feeling. I think it's like an angry apathy, and being appalled at what people do to people that care about them.
"It is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees."
I need to stop trying to give myself in hopes that would change something. People are fucked up. I can't change these things apparently. Trying was a bad idea. I felt something, and jumped at it. I need to go back to trusting in myself, and not in the words of others. I felt this had been coming for weeks.