Stay Here, I'll Go On Ahead
Its been so long. I dont know why. I just lost the interest in posting. Maybe not. Maybe im just so fuckin' lazy. Well, what can i say? since i graduated, (actually, about a week before when the last day of real classes ended) ive been waking up later and later each day, which any highschool student will know is glorious. When you spend years going to bed at 1,2,3Am after doing homework, reading books, going to sport practices, music rehersals, and endless jobs, and then you get the opportunity to go to bed whenever you want and then wake up 12 hours later after having a lovely night of sleep, you may or may not think you died and went to heaven.
Graduation was amazing. but that is always understood. Project grad was awesome, but im a little disappointed that we didnt get to go on the boat this year. but it was still awesome. Medieval Manor was hysterical and the food wasnt half bad. Sorry greg, but meat isnt murder, its part of the food pyramid. The gambling in Manchester (?) was pretty fun. It was sad that we were all in in the same room for the last time at the church. kinda sad, but kinda refreshing.
'Fame' for senior send off at the North Shore Playhouse was really good. Gonna miss some of those kids.
yeah so life as i know it has gone down in activity really fast, but up in personal happiness. I get to sit around and relax and really just take it easy. but as i stated, it has become pretty boring on some times. yes, i definately miss seeing all the classes everyday because now i see an average of 3 people a day: my mother, my father, and my brother. and you know what? im gettin really sick of them. i mean, i know my mom is practically a shut-in, so her constant "nagging" (for lack of a better word) is only because she doesnt have that much outside contact with people who she likes, but it does get annoying sometimes. My Dad has been pretty nice over the past few weeks ive been home but he has had his moments of pure suckiness, but with my goddamn brother still around and living (ill get to him in a minute) he again has a right to be an asshole. and then theres the boy. and if you know this family, you know whats up. i dont even like thinking of him.
*sigh*
i hung out with alicia the other evening, i dont really remember when, but we went to dinner at the lotus, which was really good. then she and i and jontbox watched "Young Frankenstein". damn good night.
a lot of the people ive talked to who have come back from college have said that they miss it and some of them even say they wish they were there instead of here. and frankly, i kinda wish i could just go off to berklee now, instead of sitting around waiting for january. and i know that im gonna get pretty fucked up while im bored here.
maybe i just miss having that someone....
I decided before the end of the school year that i was gonna quit the theatre because in all honesty, i hate it. the work for minimum wage wasnt worth it. i miss most of the people, like my beloved christie ♥, and john and anderson and the rest of those guys, but the job sucked. maybe ill return in the fall when i get back from york, but as for now i dont wanna work for peanuts and get hassled by that bitch emily.
BUT!
apparently emily had to leave the theatre because she is dating todd *MEGAGROSS!!* haha stupid couche. thank god shes gone because shes the über bitch. and jess knows what im talking about.
speaking of jess, i had a great time on friday with her when we went to bull moose and mexicali blues and got RBF tix. sorry to johnbillgregslo but you never gave me money to get you tickets.
I picked up Moe.'s "L" disc. its really good. get some Moe., trust me.
Yesterday was my 18th birthday, which wasnt the greatest birthday ive ever had, but it was good. it sucked that my father fucked up in the morning and couldnt take a joke, even though he can dish it out and make everyone else feel like crap. that kinda sucked the life out of the morning and part of the afternoon. But dan wheeldens was fun. then the uncles came and that was nice to see them and chill with them for the evening.
then around 9 grahahahaham and carey came over and hung around the fire with them. it was quite nice. we then went to blockbusters to get Pi and a bunch of rootbeer, sasparilla, and cream soda. so we spent the rest of the night watching fightclub and Pi and guzzling bottled drinks from Pats.
then we did this!
haha sweet. next time, graham, dont fall asleep.
so i asked my parents for one of two things for my 18th birthday: either a surfboard or a keyboard. instead i got a bracelet similar to this one. i like how my 18th birthday turns me into a girl. jesus fucking christ.
dont get me wrong, though, im gonna keep it cause it does mean something. and in the long run, ill probably get more out of it, but it would be nice to roll into york with a fresh new 9ft board on the roof.
thanks just the same.
this week i hope ill get alot more done and do more with some cool people. then saturday is gregs grad party, then REEL BIG FUCKIN' FISH!
whooohoo 4 times in 2 years! hells yes!
18 isnt that different
but ill try to make it different!
aloha
comment damnit!
Graduation was amazing. but that is always understood. Project grad was awesome, but im a little disappointed that we didnt get to go on the boat this year. but it was still awesome. Medieval Manor was hysterical and the food wasnt half bad. Sorry greg, but meat isnt murder, its part of the food pyramid. The gambling in Manchester (?) was pretty fun. It was sad that we were all in in the same room for the last time at the church. kinda sad, but kinda refreshing.
'Fame' for senior send off at the North Shore Playhouse was really good. Gonna miss some of those kids.
yeah so life as i know it has gone down in activity really fast, but up in personal happiness. I get to sit around and relax and really just take it easy. but as i stated, it has become pretty boring on some times. yes, i definately miss seeing all the classes everyday because now i see an average of 3 people a day: my mother, my father, and my brother. and you know what? im gettin really sick of them. i mean, i know my mom is practically a shut-in, so her constant "nagging" (for lack of a better word) is only because she doesnt have that much outside contact with people who she likes, but it does get annoying sometimes. My Dad has been pretty nice over the past few weeks ive been home but he has had his moments of pure suckiness, but with my goddamn brother still around and living (ill get to him in a minute) he again has a right to be an asshole. and then theres the boy. and if you know this family, you know whats up. i dont even like thinking of him.
*sigh*
i hung out with alicia the other evening, i dont really remember when, but we went to dinner at the lotus, which was really good. then she and i and jontbox watched "Young Frankenstein". damn good night.
a lot of the people ive talked to who have come back from college have said that they miss it and some of them even say they wish they were there instead of here. and frankly, i kinda wish i could just go off to berklee now, instead of sitting around waiting for january. and i know that im gonna get pretty fucked up while im bored here.
maybe i just miss having that someone....
I decided before the end of the school year that i was gonna quit the theatre because in all honesty, i hate it. the work for minimum wage wasnt worth it. i miss most of the people, like my beloved christie ♥, and john and anderson and the rest of those guys, but the job sucked. maybe ill return in the fall when i get back from york, but as for now i dont wanna work for peanuts and get hassled by that bitch emily.
BUT!
apparently emily had to leave the theatre because she is dating todd *MEGAGROSS!!* haha stupid couche. thank god shes gone because shes the über bitch. and jess knows what im talking about.
speaking of jess, i had a great time on friday with her when we went to bull moose and mexicali blues and got RBF tix. sorry to johnbillgregslo but you never gave me money to get you tickets.
I picked up Moe.'s "L" disc. its really good. get some Moe., trust me.
Yesterday was my 18th birthday, which wasnt the greatest birthday ive ever had, but it was good. it sucked that my father fucked up in the morning and couldnt take a joke, even though he can dish it out and make everyone else feel like crap. that kinda sucked the life out of the morning and part of the afternoon. But dan wheeldens was fun. then the uncles came and that was nice to see them and chill with them for the evening.
then around 9 grahahahaham and carey came over and hung around the fire with them. it was quite nice. we then went to blockbusters to get Pi and a bunch of rootbeer, sasparilla, and cream soda. so we spent the rest of the night watching fightclub and Pi and guzzling bottled drinks from Pats.
then we did this!
haha sweet. next time, graham, dont fall asleep.
so i asked my parents for one of two things for my 18th birthday: either a surfboard or a keyboard. instead i got a bracelet similar to this one. i like how my 18th birthday turns me into a girl. jesus fucking christ.
dont get me wrong, though, im gonna keep it cause it does mean something. and in the long run, ill probably get more out of it, but it would be nice to roll into york with a fresh new 9ft board on the roof.
thanks just the same.
this week i hope ill get alot more done and do more with some cool people. then saturday is gregs grad party, then REEL BIG FUCKIN' FISH!
whooohoo 4 times in 2 years! hells yes!
18 isnt that different
but ill try to make it different!
aloha
comment damnit!