and im talking about lazy people.
today is Wednesday, April 13th, 2005. As of 8:09pmEDT, i have not heard a definitive word from Berklee College of Music regarding my application. Im gonna kick something if i dont hear by friday evening. i swear to god, if this makes me nervous over vacation, im gonna be ripshit.
HOWEVER!!!!, i did contact them yesterday and today. and im glad i did. apparently, they couldnt read my handwriting and thought my email address was bstsneuroi@example.ex (obviously not going to give away my email so you kids can mail bomb me with spam) when its actually Bstsnevr01@example.ex. so the dude i talked to yesterday said he would fix the problem and have my acceptence/rejection letter sent within the hour. so i sat at my computer for 45 minutes hitting reload on my mail browser. anticipation is a bitch. ive never wanted to scream from being so nervous more than that ever before in my life. so when i finally realised that the email wasnt coming, i called back to berklee admissions and found myself being laughed at by another guy in the department. the email was supposed to be sent out tomorrow he said (tomorrow referring to today). so i said thanks and waited till i got home today to find out my future...
JUST FRICKIN' SPAM!!! SPAM!!! SPAM!!! SPAM!!! SPAM!!! SPAM!!! SPAM!!! SPAM!!! SPAM!!! A LOAD OF SPAM MAIL! GAH!!! yeah so that was a huge disappointment. what a load of crap. thanks for making me antsy all day and then letting me down at the end.
so i called berklee back again today and asked them what the dillio was. the girl i talked to said that the email should have been sent today (WHAT?!) the guy that i spoke to first yesterday never changed my contact information, so i had to once again give them the correct one. but i wasnt done because i knew that if i didnt do more, i might never find out and spend the rest of my life clicking reload. i asked if their was anyone else i could talk to because it was getting pretty late and i need to know what im gonna be doing next year. so the nice young lady gave me the dean of admission's email address. i sent her a message telling her of my predicament and making her aware that i need to know. she sent me a reply almost immediatly. she told me to check my junk box incase i deleted it (but how could i have received it when they fucked up my contact info) in the first place?) she alwso said that it should be sent by the end of the week by another woman at the department. zipidy freakin do da! the run around once more.
so i wrote this woman and informed her. she said it would be sent by the end of the week. and nothing else. GAH!!!
today was the day of silence to speak out against bias against people who are Lesbians/Gay/Bisexual/Transgender. in my own opinion, it was a success, and kinda fun. some people didnt understand or agree. fact is, even though we were keeping quiet, we still made a loud stand because now more people are aware of this injustice and they are talking about it. instead of forcing people to listen to someone preach about this and make them feel uncorfortable, we made them aware just the same by being silent. if we just handed out fliers to everyone, hoping that they would be read, they would have just been thrown out and passed off like an advertisement for grocery coupons. actions speak louder than words. and for those who spent the day screaming "fag" and "gay" at the ones who were silent, "its better to keep quiet and appear ignornant than open your mouth and remove all doubt" -Mark Twain.
Vacation in a few days. dont make me work all of it regal, or ill hate you. yet another reason for me to hate people.
i love erica
jess/john/christie- hope to see you this weekend. the wonder team needs to reunite.
theres a polar bear on a tropical island on lost, and boone is still alive it seems. i know that i dont do drugs, but it seems that i do when i watch this show.
my game of solitaire hates me
aloha kids. rock the peace.