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What do I have to do to get some space? This town is slowly killing me. No wonder natives are so quick to just settle and forget about the real world, they're so spiritually drained that looking for an outlet is too much of a hassle. I swear, if I have to set foot in the Wal-Mart or drive down the same depressing strip of dismal businesses and franchises, I'm going to scream. Worst of all, new year's eve won't provide me a chance to leave Cove cuz I'll be stuck with my family. My dad pulled this huge guilt trip when I told him I was going to Austin for new year's eve. So me, being the good, responsible son that I am, decide to spend another new year's eve at home with mtv vjs and sparkling apple cider. Sometimes I wish I was a trouble maker, the kind parents expected to act badly. It frustrates me when I can't screw up or make a mistake because it's not the kind of person that I am. Maybe I should just change my persona. Be a total bad-ass. Break every rule. Drink every non-lethal fluid. Penetrate every orifice. That may seem kind of extreme, but I'm so tired of it all. When I turn 18, my parents are in for such a shock. Maybe that'll change those bastards. 9 more days. 9 more days...