Aug 08, 2004 02:36
some days i wake up and tend to forget who i am. or what i have become. or maybe i just try to forget who i have become. my life is like a waking nightmare. the only happiness i have is stuck down in the bottom of a bottle. i wake up and dread not just going to work but the finding a way there and the 2 hours on the bus and metro too. and then i have to figure out how to get home and what i am gonna get stuck doing becuz of how i get home. sometimes all i want to do is get home. sit in front of the tv and relax. but i don't even know what relaxing is anymore. i leave my house a 5:30am and don't get home til after 8pm. and even tho at sometimes it is cool, and interesting, riding the metro is not at all relaxing. pushin thru ppl on an escalator just to catch the next train sucks.
side point. i am too much of a nice guy, last stop on the metro i saw some guy passed out. decided to wake him up to ask him if the AUTHORITY ZERO poster laying next to him was his. ofcourse it was and when he picked it up i saw that the back of it was autographed by the whole band. should have just stole the shit and let him be.
anyways
ashlee simpson = prepubesent (spelled wrong) hottie
so yes life sucks and i am done bitching.
btw mike h. will read your next post cuz your ass ain;t done :P