Just some stuff...
My back is hurting again. I mean the chiropractor of course helped but I think because I waited so long and the stress is still there and the depression, it's more ingrained and now I need more than one session. I'm gonna see a chiropractor that's closer to me cause driving all the way to Bloor and Islington every time is a bitch.
I took an Advil earlier so I didn't want to take it again and last time I took 2 extra strength Tylenols they did shit so I took 2 of the T3s I had left over from the wisdom tooth thing. I have a lot still. It feels nice. Like the tension is still there so I think I'm gonna get Robaxacet or something with a muscle relaxant tomorrow as well as some more of those ice/heat patches, they helped a lot.
But for now codeine will do.
Ow. I can feel the tense muscle. It's not fun. Maybe it's my liver... no wait it can't be cause my tests came back normal for creatine and stuff.
I started taking B12 too for energy and alertness, my mom said that deficiencies of B12 don't show up right away on tests guess I'll take her word for it.
Taking iron too... trying to eat more stuff with it. Buckwheat, kidney beans...
Met up with Rin today... it was nice, we walked around downtown, Kensington, I got coffee from Moonbean and then we tried on clothes in stores... and I got pants and she got... what did you get Rin? Pants, right? Bad memory.
I don't know. I'm glad I came out and didn't give in to the urge to just go "nah" again. Even though I was tired and after work and Rin was after work too... but I mean it's life. It was a nice day. Better than most.
I find it hard to keep myself busy all the time cause if I do that, I am not as depressed but if I'm busy with something monotonous like work all day I'll get even more depressed.
I don't know...
Gordon is out with an old friend. Blah. I am jealous. Why? Who knows.
I was watching Top Chef. They've got this guy on, Ilan, obviously Israeli/Jewish and he reminds me of Mike. Just a thought...
Maybe if we go to Darkrave it'll be ok. It's 19+ which makes me happy. The only thing that annoys me is that it'll be cold again. But we can drive and warm up with booze lol if we go, that is. It's not 100% yet.
Either way. I need to lie down cause my back is tensing up again. Well it's tense all the time now. Ow.
I was watching 40-year-old Virgin (again) on TMN and yeah heh it was funny. For some reason I found it funnier now. Maybe it's the codeine.
Well that's about it.
I took an Advil earlier so I didn't want to take it again and last time I took 2 extra strength Tylenols they did shit so I took 2 of the T3s I had left over from the wisdom tooth thing. I have a lot still. It feels nice. Like the tension is still there so I think I'm gonna get Robaxacet or something with a muscle relaxant tomorrow as well as some more of those ice/heat patches, they helped a lot.
But for now codeine will do.
Ow. I can feel the tense muscle. It's not fun. Maybe it's my liver... no wait it can't be cause my tests came back normal for creatine and stuff.
I started taking B12 too for energy and alertness, my mom said that deficiencies of B12 don't show up right away on tests guess I'll take her word for it.
Taking iron too... trying to eat more stuff with it. Buckwheat, kidney beans...
Met up with Rin today... it was nice, we walked around downtown, Kensington, I got coffee from Moonbean and then we tried on clothes in stores... and I got pants and she got... what did you get Rin? Pants, right? Bad memory.
I don't know. I'm glad I came out and didn't give in to the urge to just go "nah" again. Even though I was tired and after work and Rin was after work too... but I mean it's life. It was a nice day. Better than most.
I find it hard to keep myself busy all the time cause if I do that, I am not as depressed but if I'm busy with something monotonous like work all day I'll get even more depressed.
I don't know...
Gordon is out with an old friend. Blah. I am jealous. Why? Who knows.
I was watching Top Chef. They've got this guy on, Ilan, obviously Israeli/Jewish and he reminds me of Mike. Just a thought...
Maybe if we go to Darkrave it'll be ok. It's 19+ which makes me happy. The only thing that annoys me is that it'll be cold again. But we can drive and warm up with booze lol if we go, that is. It's not 100% yet.
Either way. I need to lie down cause my back is tensing up again. Well it's tense all the time now. Ow.
I was watching 40-year-old Virgin (again) on TMN and yeah heh it was funny. For some reason I found it funnier now. Maybe it's the codeine.
Well that's about it.