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Okay I have seen Joe and told him I am pregnant he was extremely supportive. I am going to see him tomorrow and then at least once a week from here on to mae sure we both are on the same track when it comes to the baby.
I told my parents and my dad was awesome he took it much better than I thought he would and I might move back in with him and my step mother. My mom on the other hand took my pregnancy very hard. She wants me to have an abortion. She said that the baby would be better off in heaven than having a drug addict for a father. She also wasn't to happy when she found out that Joe is 30 years old and in county jail for who knows hw much longer.
I am not sure I can believe everything that Joe tells me. I am much smarter than he and most people think I am. I put on this whole dumb blonde act, but when it truely comes down to me needing to know things I do. For example him telling me that he was 27, I wasn't born yesterday I know how to pull up an inmate's file and see their birthday. He seemed a little surprised when he told that he isn't 27 and that he is 30 and I responded with I know your birthday is 8/31/1975. I know that me being young makes people think that I haven't experienced much in life and that's just not the case. I know a lot more than people realize and I keep it that way so I can tell the honest people from the not so honest. I don't wish I could change what I did or anything like that I just wish that I didn't have to hurt Ryan in the process of me screwing up my life.
I told my parents and my dad was awesome he took it much better than I thought he would and I might move back in with him and my step mother. My mom on the other hand took my pregnancy very hard. She wants me to have an abortion. She said that the baby would be better off in heaven than having a drug addict for a father. She also wasn't to happy when she found out that Joe is 30 years old and in county jail for who knows hw much longer.
I am not sure I can believe everything that Joe tells me. I am much smarter than he and most people think I am. I put on this whole dumb blonde act, but when it truely comes down to me needing to know things I do. For example him telling me that he was 27, I wasn't born yesterday I know how to pull up an inmate's file and see their birthday. He seemed a little surprised when he told that he isn't 27 and that he is 30 and I responded with I know your birthday is 8/31/1975. I know that me being young makes people think that I haven't experienced much in life and that's just not the case. I know a lot more than people realize and I keep it that way so I can tell the honest people from the not so honest. I don't wish I could change what I did or anything like that I just wish that I didn't have to hurt Ryan in the process of me screwing up my life.