Meh,
Well, as all should know that I WAS going out with Casey. Sarah, and two other friends decided to meddle. I am ROYALLY PISSED OFF AT SARAH! I got a call yesterday from one of Casey's friends. We talked and she told me that Her, Sarah, and some other girl told Casey that she was acting different. I also found out that Sarah was saying the most shit. (needless to say Casey's friend, Christy right?? Not sure, but any who, She made sure that she was on my good side. she asked me if I was mad at her, and I simply said "what do you think? Hell, yes I am, but not as mad as I am at Sarah.") She continuously told me that Casey and I should get back together. I said Well we wouldn't have to if you didn't meddle.
So, I talked to Casey and I talked with her for a little while. She was so upset. On the verge of crying. I told her what her friend said, and a little shred of hope was born. Her voice livened, and things were better. She told me that she thinks that she made the wrong decision. I told her that I am nt mad at her and if she want to try again then we should, but don't rush into the choice. Think about it for a little while, and your decision will be my decision too.
I asked her later in the conversation if any other guy has made her feel this way? Her reply was no. I said that well then it could possibly be love, (Am I right? any one?) but I could very well be wrong. only a few girls have made me feel worthless and alone. (and no Lindsey did not I had a lot of things on my shoulders that week)And that each and every time I found that I was in love with them.
Her voice became even more hopeful. I told her that what her friends did was wrong. Putting friendship on the line. She replied that she doesn't even remember being different. I said that It could possibly be that it was such a gradual change that she didn't notice or THey were making shit up. (*coughSarahespeciallycough*) So, I might get her back. THen again I might not. we shall see.
THERE I WROTE!!!! *said under breath* Jerks* lol
Well, I shall see you all sometime in the future. Call me any time. I have nothing to do all week long. So yeah. bye
*returns to the darkness numb but hopeful*
So, I talked to Casey and I talked with her for a little while. She was so upset. On the verge of crying. I told her what her friend said, and a little shred of hope was born. Her voice livened, and things were better. She told me that she thinks that she made the wrong decision. I told her that I am nt mad at her and if she want to try again then we should, but don't rush into the choice. Think about it for a little while, and your decision will be my decision too.
I asked her later in the conversation if any other guy has made her feel this way? Her reply was no. I said that well then it could possibly be love, (Am I right? any one?) but I could very well be wrong. only a few girls have made me feel worthless and alone. (and no Lindsey did not I had a lot of things on my shoulders that week)And that each and every time I found that I was in love with them.
Her voice became even more hopeful. I told her that what her friends did was wrong. Putting friendship on the line. She replied that she doesn't even remember being different. I said that It could possibly be that it was such a gradual change that she didn't notice or THey were making shit up. (*coughSarahespeciallycough*) So, I might get her back. THen again I might not. we shall see.
THERE I WROTE!!!! *said under breath* Jerks* lol
Well, I shall see you all sometime in the future. Call me any time. I have nothing to do all week long. So yeah. bye
*returns to the darkness numb but hopeful*