I don't know

Feb 19, 2004 13:30

I thought that I would be happier. Well I'm not. Then there is all this love going around. *folds arms and walks away* ugh! Sorry just the love thing is annoying to me. Now as much as before. (I don't know if I have made a mistake or not. I'm more sure that I did then I didn't) I'll find out sooner or later. I don't know. I can actually see a future with Sarah, but with Carly? No I honestly don't. I mean I like Carly, but even though I lost some interest in Sarah, I don't seem to like Carly as much as Sarah still. God's *hides so that the swinging hands that are coming at him miss* Alex... Rose, I need a good smacking. *stands up getting ready for the punishment that he deserves.* *sighs* ho hum. What to do? It is MY fault. I chose this path. Ugh!

I learned something yesterday... I learned that Love is just a word. When I said it to Sarah I MEANT IT. I can't say it to any one else. So please, no more I love you's. Ok? And I know some of you Will be going I told you SO!
Comments please?

*returns to the darkness again alone.* I know that I'm technically not alone, but I'd rather it be that way right now.
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