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Apr 12, 2005 23:18

xEmoInTheDarkx: boredom. just got done watching a really bizzarre but cool movie
rootbeerfloatn: werd
rootbeerfloatn: what movie
xEmoInTheDarkx: donnie darko
rootbeerfloatn: hmm never seen it
xEmoInTheDarkx: its similar to Butterfly Effect
rootbeerfloatn: oh cool, i love that movie
xEmoInTheDarkx: yea
xEmoInTheDarkx: im entirely empty-minded right now...
rootbeerfloatn: me too
rootbeerfloatn: sort
xEmoInTheDarkx: not tired, i feel like im supposed to be waiting on something
rootbeerfloatn: yeah i am.. waiting on something thats probably not going to happen
xEmoInTheDarkx: arnt we all just waiting on stuff thats never going to happen?
xEmoInTheDarkx: i think its called life
rootbeerfloatn: yeah
rootbeerfloatn: all the time
rootbeerfloatn: basically
xEmoInTheDarkx: wish something good and excitingwould happen in my life... its been so dull and depressing for the past year
xEmoInTheDarkx: sure ive had fun times, but never accually anything good
rootbeerfloatn: pretty much me too
rootbeerfloatn: and getting worse
rootbeerfloatn: exactly
xEmoInTheDarkx: i dont see mine as getting worse... just catching up to me
rootbeerfloatn: sometimes i just feel lik ei have nothing to look forward too.. which is a problem for me
xEmoInTheDarkx: same here... nothing to ever look forward to
rootbeerfloatn: i hate it

Its nice to know there are people out there that are in the same situation I am. Sometimes I really contemplate exactly why Im still alive. I believe we all have a purpose in life, but why the hell do I have to wait forever to find out why Im here? In the movie Donnie Darko, Im sure his whole reason for being alive WAS to die. How fucked up is that?
~Til I get my thoughts together, latrz~

"Just tell me it'll be okay, but only If you believe it."
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